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…days like today
I was stuck indoors for the best part of the day. Work on Saturday from 11 - 4 is the worst time to work. Nothing I can do about it if I want my 19 hours.
Also today I had one flake and the other give up. I hate relying on other people’s schedules. If I could repay the debt tomorrow I would walk away from it all. I don’t want this stress.
Maybe I should just focus on what I want to do. All I want to do is make movies. If that means working on people’s crap home movies to make that possible I will do it. Planning the entertainment for the city’s event by myself is liable to drive me insane.
Moving away never seemed like a relief until today
