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This is what its become
I have to wait for a non-doctor’s appointment, non-holiday weekday to have any meaningful interaction with my best friend.
That’s not right on any level.
Yes he’s married less than a year and yes they have an infant. I understand what that means socially. But shouldn’t there be some effort on his part?
I don’t know where I am in my own life anymore. I see so many avenues and possibilities and none of them include my closest friends anymore.
These thoughts haunt me and bring about a sadness that sometimes I can’t shake for a few days.
I also feel ashamed to have these feelings.
Is there something wrong with me?
Am I more shallow or selfish than I think I am?
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