somewhat proven

so i had a theory that my anxiety and self defeatist attitude comes over me when im awake past midnight or maybe 11pm. well, last night i passed out about 10pm and the morning looked very bright and i was feeling confident.

i plan to crash early tonight too. keep the streak going.

Today

I had a short day. I also had a lazy day.
I had a test in college algebra this morning. I tripped myself up a couple of times but i think i caught them all before i turned it in.

I was finally able to get the TB skin test that the school district requires before beginning employment. I’m relatively confident that the test will clear me to work because I am scared but really excited to start working in my chosen field.

Instead of starting my javascript homework i slacked off and watched tv, took a nap and then watched more tv. now its almost bed time and i haven’t done a damn thing. oh well. from the looks of it i can finish the first lab in class tomorrow morning.
unfortunately, i am gonna be on campus all the goddamn day. My class is at 10am and it’ll probably be done early-ish. then I work from 1 to 8 with the last 3 hours all by myself. that worst part is im pretty sure im gonna be stuck with a student the entire time. not that he’s a bad student he’s just a chatty one. and i feel bad cutting him off cuz he’s an older gentleman and he knows computers so its just the chattiness i get annoyed by. im horrible.

thats today.

Tomorrow is probably gonna go how i said so i doubt if i’ll update.

also the asshole at the student info center always leaves before i get a chance to ask her to call somebody to lock up the center. i wanna go home too jerk, show some empathy.

i hate that i used the word bitch only because shes a chick then changed it to somethings else. oh well. learned behaviour. at least i changed it and felt remorse. hmm

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